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[Friday, November 4th, 2005
@ 1:27pm] |
I would normally deny this, but after my birthday, I just can't..
| You're a Wild Drunk | 
You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again! |
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| In case it wasn't clear enough, let me clarify. |
[Sunday, September 4th, 2005
@ 1:05am] |
To all of you who don't agree with me and kevin having this baby, I say to you, Fuck off! we don't need friends like you and I certainly don't want you in my baby's life. Its amazing that after all this time there are still idiots with nothing better to do than hump whatever moves, who dwell on the fact that we have a baby. It was our choice, our lives, and OUR decision. Nobody has to live with the repercussions except us so what the fuck do you care?
Don't get me wrong, in no way am I giving importance to juvenile comments and judgments passed on us, however, I would like everyone to be informed that putting down my son is unacceptable. Dont be hypocritical and talk to me, cuz i wont. And i can tell you Danny that i dont want you anywhere near me or my son.
You still confused?
Stay the fuck away!
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[Sunday, July 10th, 2005
@ 6:04pm] |
For all those men who say, "Why buy the cow when you can get the
milk for free." Here's an update for you. Nowadays 80% of women are
against marriage, why? Because women realize it's not worth buying an
entire Pig, just to get a little sausage.
LOL
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| Quizz |
[Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
@ 4:21pm] |
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| Bitches.. |
[Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
@ 7:16pm] |
Bitches...
What are they good for??
Absolutely nothing!
Well maybe for just one thing..... To beat to a bloody pulp the next time they try to tell you to be happy, not realizing that its their pathetic existence that's putting a damper on your day.
=) have a GREAT DAY!!!
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[Saturday, September 18th, 2004
@ 2:05pm] |
So greeny sent this to me and if it is true, I think everyone should be aware...
A woman at a nightclub on Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood and Progesterex, essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape AND sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girl's drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before.
Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later.
The drug's effects ARE NOT TEMPORARY - They are P*E*R*M*A*N*E*N*T Progesterex was designed to sterilize horses.. Any female who takes it WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO CONCEIVE..The weasels can get this drug from anyone who is in the vet school or any university. It's that easy, and Progesterex is about to break out big on campuses everywhere.
Believe it or not, there are even sites on the Internet telling people how to use it. Please forward this to everyone you know, especially girls.. Be careful when you're out and don't leave your drink unattended.
I'm not sure if this is true as i have not researched it yet, but better safe than sorry.
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[Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
@ 10:59pm] |
| How to make a ssnobell |
Ingredients:
3 parts intelligence
5 parts humour
3 parts joy |
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add caring to taste! Do not overindulge! |
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| Letting the Telephone Ring |
[Thursday, May 27th, 2004
@ 12:18am] |
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Ani - Going Once |
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I am letting the telephone ring
cause i don't want to know why
i don't want to hear you explain
i don't want to hear you cry
i have written so much about you
so much i thought i knew
words like water used to flow
now what could i possibly have to say?
she is someone i don't even know
she is someone i don't even know
and all the things that you've given to me
i see now were simply reparations
they were gifts of your guilt
they were my preparation
i know i should be mature
keep my feet on the floor
but for some reason,
i just don't want them anymore
i know this shouldn't be important
compared to you and i
but i can still hear my questions
and i can still hear you
i can still hear you
i can still hear you
lie
now vicariously i have her in me
i want to peel off my skin
let the water wash in
you always said that i was hiding
that i was hiding from you
but you are capable of things i could not do
you are capable of things i could not do
i remember how you pretended
how you pretended to touch me
i remember how i couldn't bring myself to believe
i remember wondering,
what was wrong
what was wrong
how could i be so naive?
how could i be so naive?
- Thank you Manny for the cd, the talk, listening, and just being there.
- Thank you Ani for writing the way you do.
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[Friday, March 5th, 2004
@ 11:34pm] |
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Dude this shit is so damn funny, goid i love fucking parties. i just signed on to use the drunk icon, but this is the shit!!!
hasha hahah
peace niggas, im having a great times...
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| Wacka Wacka.. |
[Wednesday, December 17th, 2003
@ 9:16pm] |
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You are Fozzie Bear.
You are caring and love your friends as if they
were family. For only they will put up with
your stupid jokes.
FAVORITE EXPRESSION:
"Wocka! Wocka!"
FAVORITE AUTHOR:
Gags Beasley, comedy writer
HOBBIES:
Telling jokes, dodging tomatoes
QUOTE:
"Why did the chicken cross the road?"
NEVER LEAVES HOME WITHOUT:
His joybuzzer, his whoopee cushion and Clyde, the
rubber chicken.
What Muppet are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
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| oh. My. Gaaaauuuud. |
[Friday, December 5th, 2003
@ 9:12pm] |
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Bryan Adams....coming on December 31, 2003... ::dies:::
"FANTASMA PRESENTS BRYAN ADAMS NEW YEARS EVE MIZNER PARK AMPHITHEATRE 590 PLAZA REAL, BOCA RATON WED DEC 31 2003 9:00PM"
RIGHT
$45.00 - $55.00
UNRESERVED GENERAL ADMISSION- NO CHAIRS!!
$35.00
CENTER
$45.00 - $55.00
LEFT
$45.00 - $55.00
i. want. to. go.
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| Productive? |
[Thursday, December 4th, 2003
@ 11:47pm] |
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Third Eye Blind - I Want You |
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Nah...
I've gotten quite a bit done.. a few scholarships (and by a few I mean one). Finished the application for UF minus the essay... gotta do that... decided I'm gonna apply to UF, FIU, UCF, FSU, and UM... gotta get into one atleast right??
Came home today and was overwhelmed by the mess in my room... not surprising right?.. so I cleaned and then took a nice, long, HOT, and frustrating if you will, shower. .. eh...
Saturday I'm taking the SAT's for the damn last time, and hopefully sleep afterwards... have to go take them at UM.. which my mom doesn't know how to get there and its not like I have any sense of direction, so if any of you guys know how to get to the vicinity, please give me some directions I can regurgitate (sp?) to her...
Saturday night is also Kim's surprise party.. emphasis on surprise so please don't mention anything to her, and if you wanna go, its at her house at 7:00p.m...
Hooper's play opened tonight.. wanna go see it... It's called "Bedroom Farse", funny, and at MDC for free.. wanna see it soon. SO if anyone wants to go, let me know and we can figure this jigga out...
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[Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
@ 2:03am] |
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PUGS!
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| Friends only |
[Wednesday, July 30th, 2003
@ 12:01am] |
From now on I've decided to make my journal friends only, anonymous posts just aren't worth it to me.
BTW.......... I went to some generator thing that Greenwood sent me where they take your LJ addy and make like a poem about things contained in my journal. I found this now and wanted to share.
Ssnobell
body hmm... hair? soooo soft, but not
going and you ever loved somebody so
we went to casa Julian. Shyest:
all should go out. talking, to get the park
and miraculously it
I will die of: bitchings with Mo
to find the home Amidst
all the liquor and today
So Wednesday night, Nath: yes Nath: she says
you truely have
the mood.
crushed ] [ Mo and how time
the loudest? Julian,
came over..
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| *Survey* |
[Friday, July 4th, 2003
@ 5:02pm] |
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Nothing.. background noise |
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last cigarette: never smoked
last kiss: last night
last good cry: Tuesday night
last library book checked out: hmmm...
last movie seen: American Pie 2
last book read: Great Gatsby.. Almost done with Good in Bed, Jennifer Weiner
last cuss word uttered: Fuck (i hit my toe when I woke up)
last beverage drank: Coke
last food consumed: Asiago Chicken Pasta (man am I hungry!)
last crush: heh heh =D, its more than a crush
last phone call: probably calling home..
last TV show watched: Cow and Chicken, at 4 in the a.m. Cartoon network baby
last time showered: around 2 yesterday, i need to go now.. lol
last shoes worn: flip flops, hello... always
last CD played: White Blood Cells, White Stripes
last item bought: hmmmm..
last thing downloaded: She Mends Me - Marc Anthony
last annoyance: period.
last disappointment: Wednesday night, not being able to open the door.
last soda drank: Coke
last thing written: hmmm..
last key used: "delete"
last word spoken: JULY!!
last sleep: last night fell asleep around maybe 4:30 am, and woke up at 3pm today..
last sexual fantasy: last night, before falling asleep
last weird encounter: OMG!!! I actually have one... On my way to Bennigan's.. the weirdness, and tension, and guilt, ahhh! ok must stop
last ice cream eaten: *Coldstones* cake batter ice cream, cookie dough, brownie, graham cracker crust, and lots of caramel syrup... yum yum
last time amused: reading Eddy's journal entry this morning..
last time wanting to die: I can't decide between the travesty of Tuesday or the massive cramps on Wednesday, no i think Wed...
last time you fell in love: not there yet.
last time hugged: last night
last time scolded: last night on the phone "why aren't you home yet?" - Momma
last time resentful: Tuesday, gah I hated that day
last chair sat in: this one
last lipstick used: lip gloss.. that counts right..
last underwear worn: um.. its red...
last bra worn: look at that.. its red too, lol
last shirt worn: GO FOR IT! FCAT shirt I got a few years back in Rockway. Its massively huge but extremely comfortable.
last time dancing: last night to ... no music. lol
last poster looked at: the one right over my computer of two little kids in wedding attire kissing.... aww
last show attended: this should be "last show you SHOULD'VE ATTENDED", *GRRR*
last web page visited: live journal "update" page
1 MINUTE AGO: this survey
1 HOUR AGO: waking up (its 4:00 pm now)
1 DAY AGO: Wed.. probably online, doing nothing, or cleaning.
1 WEEK AGO: Went to Rob's Bday
1 YEAR AGO: a lot younger and immature, stuck in idealistic fantasies
I HURT: too easily sometimes
I LOVE: being with him and spending time with my hoes (AKA friends)
I HATE: no I won't, its just too easy..
I FEAR: heights, darkness at times, and being hurt
I HOPE: to be productive at one point during the course of this summer
I FEEL: cold!
I HIDE: nothing
I DRIVE: never!
I MISS: you but I haven't met you yet (bjork!) <~~ that's from Roberts survey but I like it, so I'll leave it there.. =D
I LEARNED: it's not really the moon's fault.
I NEED: to "wake up"
I THINK: about you i touch myself ohhh (Divinyls or something) <~~~ lol! I like this one too! You go Rob!
current music: Sister Hazel - Your Winter
current taste: Coke
current hair: not brushed. all over the place
current annoyance: period.
current smell: my room?...
current thing I should be doing: showering, to go out.
current desktop picture: B E A utiful lake pic taken by Greenwood
current refreshment: well the coke is gone..
current worry: if he's going to come along..
1. What do you most like about your body?: hmm. hair?
2. And least: everything else
3. How many fillings do you have?: a couple
4. Do you think you're good looking?: depends
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking?: SOME times
6. Do you look like any celebrities?: lol
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| **FiRe WoRkS** |
[Friday, July 4th, 2003
@ 4:10pm] |
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She Mends Me - Marc Anthony |
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HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY EVERYBODY!!!!!!
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| Numba Three please... |
[Friday, July 4th, 2003
@ 1:31am] |
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Fischerspooner - Emerge (shhh.. I stole it from LE) |
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::wink wink::
Ok so Wednesday was nothing special really, stayed home, but the home front was a lot quieter and better, nothing major.
Today was great though. :smiles: heh heh, ah I'm so crazy. My aunt came home from Cuba today and she stopped by and I got to see my baby cousin, ah the cuteness, but he was cranky and didn't want to be bothered with.
I left with Julian (yeah he came over..) to go to Bennigan's for lunch/dinner kind of thing. Mmmmm Asiago Chicken Pasta rocks my world. They start playing “All the Things She Said” by TATU over the radio and Julian calls up Mah Baybuh because that’s sooooo our song, and we share a moment.. So I see all the liquor and can only dream, but we finish and got to his house to watch movies.
LOL American Pie 2, never seen it, quite funny. .minus the chick nudity and stuff. The funniest part was when his mom comes in right in the middle when Stiffler and Jimbo start kissing, *very educational*..and disgusting. Two straight guys should never kiss, they make you feel their awkwardness..
Movie time was nice =D
In the midst of all of this, his little sister is making cheesecakes... hello didn't I say I love this child? And I can totally have a piece =D.
So we just hang around, listen to music, *surprise* =D, and head out.
*Car ride home was undeniably great* =DD
“G’night kids”... I said as I head out with a smile on my face.
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| Can only go up from here.. |
[Tuesday, July 1st, 2003
@ 9:54pm] |
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You've Got a Way - Shania Twain |
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It's pretty funny. Last night I was talking to Manny about how little my parents knew me and that there's this big gap between us. And today validated my statements. It's as if its my mom, dad, and sisters in one corner and then there's me in another corner, waiting to see if they'll let me join them in their "family" circle. I hate this feeling. I've been really moody lately and for the past 3 days have cried every night while everyone's sleeping. I think things are finally getting to the point where they're just too much. All I kept thinking about today was how all I had to do is make it through one more year, and I was done. Out of the house. Free to live my own life without my parents to make me feel guilty or bring my spirits down when they're at their best or take everyone else's side except mine. All I thought about. More and more I'm leaning to UF because it's 6 hours away and that's more than enough distance for me. It kind of scares me actually that I'm sooo happy to leave and get rid of them. Lately they've just been bringing me down so much and I try to ignore it and just put it past me but its getting to the point where the pile is getting so big, I can't just go around.
Today was hell all in it of itself. I keep thinking about what I could've done last night or any day of my life for that matter to get back all the shit that went on today. I'm thinking I was horrible as a child because karma is definitely a bitch.
Granted that I woke up around 3:30 today, and had nothing done when my mom got home. But I'm thinking about this and I'm like "wait, so she can only be civil when I slave and clean the house? otherwise she can't be happy with me?" and then I realized that my mom doesn't really care about me much. I mean I know she does, but lately it doesn't seem that way. Like if she comes home and everything's done or in the process of being cleaned, she'll be fine. But if I'm not cleaning or working in some way, she blows up. And its nothing gradual either, it's like a damn explosion. She combusts and just throws everything she can at me. WTF.
She gets home and wakes me up and I'm eating my breakfast and that's when the bitching commences. "How can I have no direction in life and just waste it away" she says to me, right as I'm drinking milk, and I'm thinking to myself, oh this is just fucking wonderful, but I had no idea just how much. What gets me is that whether I wake up at 6 in the morning or 4 in the afternoon, I always get shit done. She doesn't have to tell me, I do it on my own. So I slept a bit longer than usual, well excuse me. I mean it is summer vacation. I didn't know I had signed up to be the slave of the house right after school ended.
Later on my sisters and her go to park. I was so happy to get them out of the house and they came back in what felt like 5 minutes. And of course, she was even more pissed off, due to my lovely sisters. Yippie for me.
I look at how she complains about how bratty they are and try to hold back the laughter because she's the one that lets them get away with murder, "you reap what you sew".
Whatever, basically today was just a never-ending series of bitchings with like 5 minute intervals, one right after the other. I was so upset the entire day. Not just angry upset but hurt upset, its like nothing, ever will be fucking good enough for them. Man, and then my dad joins in when he gets home and demands that I show respect to my mother, and I'm thinking how can you demand something from someone when you yourself don't show it? It's like Manny put it last night, You can't teach someone how to walk if you don't have legs.
I know I have a lot of issues with my parents but they stem back to childhood and its too hard to have a conversation with them in which they'll actually listen or take in anything I have to say, so why waste my time. Don't get me wrong, I've tried but its gotten me nowhere and I figure, "just one more year".
I'll be 18 in a few months anyway so if they kick me out or I leave, it really won't matter much. So today was great, my parents lost my respect, I inhaled toxic fumes cleaning the bathroom because "it was so dirty you could scrape the walls" according to my mother, plus all the calls in between the bitchings, I'm crushed. Mo called to ask me to go to Jamba Juice with her, Julian was going to stop by, and Ash and Nath invited me to go over and watch movies, and God how I wanted to go. But I knew that asking would just bring more grief and I declined all. Besides I didn't particularly want to approach either of them.
So I finished doing everything around 7 and was so happy to just shower. I love showers, they're so relaxing. (Stop it pervs) Like when I'm washing off the soap it feels as if I'm washing away all the crap I've endured all day, and I'm just taking it off my shoulders.
I haven't spoken to either of them the entire day and I'm thinking they're not going to approach me either so w/e. I wish I was anywhere but here right now and the worst thing is that I'm not allowed to go anywhere for a while, well I'm assuming, but then again last time I was "grounded" I wasn't notified so it might be like that this time too. w/e I really don’t care right now. Its like they feel that I'm growing up and they know they're losing their hold over me so they're trying to find some way to still control me. AH
Right now I just want to be with him, and have him hug me and make everything go away even if only for a few minutes. Lately I've been spending more and more time with him and when I don't see him for a day it feels like forever. Yeah I miss him, and I called, but he was male bonding so I let him go. Man I really wanted to talk to him. I'm sure we'll talk tomorrow, I need to talk about us and such but mostly us in particular.
It really sucks that I wont be able to go to Manny's youth group again, I think church right now would be a good thing, and would make me feel better, but I doubt i'll be able to go. One more thing to look forward to, telling Manny I won't be able to go this week either. Great.
W/e ill update for real tomorrow maybe, but right now I'm not in the mood. Just think, HAD I gone to the concert, NONE of this would've happened.
"It's 'bout as bad as it could be,
Seems everybody's buggin' me
Like nothing wants to go my way --
yeah, it just ain't been my day
Nothin's comin' easily"
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[Tuesday, July 1st, 2003
@ 2:52am] |
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Take a Bow - Madonna |
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So i stole this.. I wanted to update for real but im not in the mood. I'm kinda worried about Julian, hope he feels better, :hugz:
today was fun, talk about it later.
YOU
name: Dara
occupation: professional cleaning lady when it comes to my house.
style
clothing: if its clean, ok
music: everything
makeup: why not?
body art: not yet.
right now
wearing: "Milk and cookies" pj pants, FCAT gigcantic shirt (from Rockway) and my robe... so. cold.
listening to: "If You're Not the One" Daniel Beddingfield
thinking of: How Julian's feeling
last thing you
bought: Coldstones
read: Good in Bed, Jennifer Weiner
watched on tv: i dunno
who do you want to
kill: me? Make love not war..
hear from: Just wanna know he's ok
look like: myself
be like: myself.
avoid: idiots, yeah you
last person you...and when?
touched: myslef, look im doing it right now. No you pervs
hugged: Manny
instant messaged: Terrell
kissed: how?
who broke your heart: i plead the 5th
where do you
eat: where food is provided
dance: like i need a place to dance
cry: in front of my desk
wish you were: in his arms
have you ever
loved somebody so much it makes you cry?: not that i know of
drunk alcohol?: lol, like i need to answer this.
broken the law?: ah, it will always come back to me
played truth or dare?: yeah
flashed someone?: lol not yet
mooned someone?: no
kissed someone you didn't know?: no
been on a talk show/game show?: no
been on a plane?: yea
what is
the most embarrassing cd in your collection?: Dawson's Creek, music from Season one, you guys it has great songs
your bedroom like?: pastel green, very ME, totally disorganized
your favourite thing for breakfast?: cafe con leche, scrambled eggs, toast, and a choco donut
your favourite thing for lunch?: McDonald's
your favorite thing for dinner?: eh, if i eat it
your favourite restaurant?: onlt rich kids can afford to go to restaurants, lol
are you
a vegetarian?: not really
good at sports?: lmao
a good singer?: three words "la la la"
a good actor/actress?: um, ive been in a play, how bout that?
a deep sleeper?: omg totally
a good dancer?: gotta be in the mood
shy?: eh, sometimes
outgoing?: mostly
a good storyteller?: lol um
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